December 31, 2008
Eve Of Reflection
History is a look back, a reflection of what has already happened, that can rarely be interpreted objectively. The hope is to achieve a coherent, articulate understanding that makes sense. A balanced approach putting together images and events experienced into an impression, also a basis for making reasonable choices that effect the way the future will play out, recognizing that many different patterns also make sense.
Wherever the passage of time leads, its vastness is filled with infinite potential, precluding knowing precisely how events converge to produce a particular vision. However it may be possible to sense trends, identify habits or tendencies whether personal or cultural that can be helpful in speculating the likely path that will occur when everything necessary to happen, to make a future possible, happens. Perhaps as long as dispassionate objectivity is maintained. Then, variations in trends that imply other milestones along a fork in the road appears out of nowhere.
Inspiration often comes out of left field, eluded by repetitive notions of solitary thinking, blinded by the denial of reflexive habit. A flow of thoughts, only transcended by a confident leap of faith beyond consecutive logic that elevates the stage captured in imagery to a different level.
Introspective thought, often liberating, allows individual insight of external reality, also revealing the willingness to acknowledge the difference between what is seen and how it can be exaggerated by personal perspective, one’s relationship with observable events and a basis for honesty or self-delusion.
It can also be a trap, devoid of new insight if the same elements are the sole basis, regurgitated without new combinations as circular thinking returns to the same spot relying on tested formula.
Spiral thought, circular in nature, leads to another level where the goal is achieving productive change is primarily a function of absorbing different external elements into the process, allowing new solutions, usually made possible by communication. Always recognizing that the change in thinking produced by instilling different factors into the equation doesn’t determine illumination, but only increases its potential.



















The question always returns to what is left when the physical is dissolved. Philosophy raises questions, structures thought, but it is still difficult to relate to a non-physical existence, an irreconcilable perception from this side of life evoking the image of a black hole from where nothing returns unchanged, let alone with memory. The hope that something does occur, if firm, trusts that some kind of order or infinite potential exists but still not allowing it to be easily envisioned from this perspective.
How uncertainty in life is faced will help in dealing with anything with confident instinctive spirituality. The choice is whether the view of the void is feared more than the alternative of lingering with illness in an existence that has lost meaning to the one living it. That decision should not be left to others who themselves fear surrendering to the other side of life.

“This Little Pond of Goo,” is the overly simplistic description of the mix of
Another analogy can apply to this descriptive portraiture, a stretch comprising the delusion of a fictional Imp or perhaps the ideas of a writer on a satirical romp through reality’s imagination not constructed from a 

Working with my adviser on appropriate topics, I had always been fascinated by the color green and how it has been portrayed in culture. Green, synonymous with
The only thing that made Clark Kent mortal was exposure to the rays of green kryptonite,
At first glance, a dot is small, one dimensional, and round. Nothing more is suggested with the naked eye. Using a microscope reveals a totally different world, every bit as real to whatever or whoever inhabits its space.





